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[27 Feb 2012|10:43pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I wish I livejournaled, like I did when I was twelve. Man I use to love that shit.

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Chapter One [16 Jul 2011|03:51pm]
The window rolled half way down, half way up depending on your view. With the wind grazing my face suddenly I realized that this was a metaphor for how I lived my life. I would never be the girl who rolled her window down all the way. I would never let the wind carry me way. This was okay with me which donned on me as odd.
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Writer's Block: Father figure [19 Jun 2011|07:00pm]
What's the most memorable piece of advice your father has shared with you?

My father has always told me that hard work is just opportunity in disguise and that you should never let that opportunity go.
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[19 Jun 2011|12:03am]
I'm gone. I left. Goodbye. I don't know what my final decision was to make me leave but I'm regretting every second of it. I thought this would make me better and stronger. A sense of independence would come wafting over me but here I' am all alone watching house and playing solitaire. I just miss him so much I want to go home so badly. I'm having such a hard time dealing with it. I seem to always have words for everyone elses situation but when it comes to mine I'am speechless. There is nothing profound for me to say, I'm just babbling on and creating run on sentences that will make no significance in this world. I guess that's all I really want is to make a significance and I won't stop until I find it maybe this journey was what this was, trying to find a purpose. I haven't found it yet but I will continue to search. Hopefully some day I can come to the terms that maybe I won't do anything purposeful, that I'm just an average girl with a big heart and even bigger dreams.
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[16 Jan 2011|03:36am]
[ mood | blah ]

suppose i kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall?Collapse )

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[11 Jan 2011|12:52am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Sometimes I don't know how I let myself get this far, how I let myself ruin everything around me. How I hurt so many people. For what? FOR WHAT?! Life for me has been nothing but a series of bad images, as kid I know that wasn't my fault, but growing up I made my own decisions. I thought everything came so naturally like I was invincible, like I could do anything. How wrong was I though? I had the world in the palm of my hands and I destroyed it. I now slowly try to pick up back the pieces that once made me a strong girl. No matter how much I pick up and glue back together again, I will never be the same. I'm so lost, so needed to be found.

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